i am damn sian.
i shouldnt be.considering i'm talking to people online and surfing the net.but the net is getting boring too.

anw went down to nickki's hse for net meetting ytd.haha.it was like crap FUN! 3 girls+1guy+1 monopoly board = FUN! then we had a recording breaking net lesson :D

today was SENTOSA with my region's girls. i got really bored until the ACJC girl [ michelle] decided to play vball.gosh.and darn i got darker.my face too! which is badd!!

my mum's having a mahjong session with her friends and dad in the living room now and its killing me.they all talked so loudly and i really cant stand alot people in my hse with loud talking.God pls save me from this agony.my mum's record was 1am in the morning.sigh.

anw.cant wait til 180 tmr!



and i realised i haven really talked about pw.GOSH OP was like WOW! i was on autopilot mode and everything just came up like nvr before :D and the BEST part, we have 2 assessors,3external moderators and 1 internal moderator[mr tang!]. but the external ones were really cool.nooding in approval, boosting my morale and all.YIPPE!
and i heard our group did well!

haha.i really thought our group's idea was freaking cool.kudos to zhang and the rest!



one of my personal favourite! i think if we were to carry this out.its gonna be damndamn fun!





i am upset.very upset.it is like an reenactment.gosh.is the world like that? same things happen to different people at different times? going through the same joy? the same agony?

after two long weeks.i finally couldnt resist and i broke it.darn.now i'm feeling super duper bad okay. but then again, i wasnt technically obliged to go on a media fast.BUT I STILL FEEL BAD! i hope God forgives me :/

anw,to those faithful 10 over ppl who still pop by my blog despite knowing i wont blog.I'M BACK! and to those who thought that i was " siao" , " stupid" and wadever that starts with the letter "S", to go on a mediafast.i tell u.it just feels different.y'knw, like usually when i get home from sch or elsewhere, i will just stone in front of the com/tv.now, i read alot.ALOT. covering almost a book per day.though sad to say i haven touch any of my holiday hwk yet.

speaking of which.WALAO! this is terrible.although i dont have to do ALL of the hwk but i still have 2 maths papers, a couple of econs essays and case studies.

ok, so what've been happening for the past two weeks? nope, i did not just lie on my bed the whole day and sleep my life away. i did quite alot of stuff i must say.so proud of myself! :D

the first day of the fast was like packed enough.which i thought was a GREAT start! woke up nice and early.packed all my files/cupboard.did the housework.and when i was done it was barely past 12. so i decided to ask hoyee out for tea! it was super fun with hoyee no matter where we go, except when the both of us are sian. so we went J.co ordered half a dozen of donuts(i can still feel them ard my waist). and iced choc. sat and talked for the whole afternoon before we meet up with chewy.

oh and i made onehoneh! didnt dare to try them but my mama and her friends said it was not bad!lol

then i tried learning guitar from chiuyee. and we managed to come up with a skeleton for our CIP :D

and church was GREAT. the service just got higher and higher each week. and I'M LOVING IT! and the best part, i made THE decision and said the sinner's prayer(?) and pastor jeremy is so cute ( cy will kill me if she sees this) but i think he looks like Sylar from Heroes minus the bushy eyebrows.

in the past 2wks, i have hit the gym, ran at least 5km, swim, cook,read(ALOT),went rifle training,netball training( my ass is still hurting),did Banquet of Honour,FINISH OP!!!

basically, BoH is an special event where VFC and other churches in Singapore come together and honour the foreign workers for their contribution in Singapore. cy and i went to help out for the Chinese and Mynammar event.and we get to eat the food which was YUMYUM!

lastly,

PEOPLE! THERE'S THIS EVENT COMING UP ON SUNDAY,22TH NOV @ VICTORY FAMILY CENTRE (TAMPINES)! ITS PART OF THE YOUTH MINISTRY'S EVENT, its called 180. QUOTE FROM CARD: COME DOWN FOR AN EVENING OF DRAMA, DANCES,SONGS, GAMES AND GIVEAWAYS!
YEP.THERE'S A IPOD NANO TO BE WON.
AND.....
DINNER'S PROVIDED!......BY ASTONS!
if you guys are interested.drop me/chiuyee/anyone else u know that goes to VFC a sms and we'll be more than happy to bring you there!

MEDIA FAST STARTS TMR!

so meanwhile i wont be able to blog.for a month.maybe i'll engage someone else to help me blog! :D

gonna keep myself busy with books and start cooking!:D

meanwhile also have to start with hwk.shoots.lucky i dont have to do everything for econs.

bahh.back to game! last day of gaming! D:

second op trial today wasnt THAT bad i guess.i finally memorised my script and manage to execute the whole thing without cue card! but i was still feeling jittery and forgot one part of my script.gahh!

and i must enunciate my words properly!gosh.u should see the list of words i cant pronounce properly and i left out tons of "S" for all the plural terms.

haha.but i'm thankful that pw ended super early! :D

and i got caught in the rain for the third time in two days.and my cough is coming back!whoa,when op is only next wk! must must drink loads of water and hope for full recovery.

pw again tmr.but just 9more days to liberation.i've been really for the past few days which just feel GREAT!

ok.i am super shagged.shall go slack on the tv and enjoy it while i can.gonna join chiuyee for media fast in a few days!i believe i can do it! (:



You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me.Thank You for today (:

its the month of NOVEMBER!i cant believe it.its exactly 2 more months to the new year! :D

anw.church ytd was awesome.prior to that, i went chiuyee's place. she tried teaching me the piano which i failed terribly, then followed by guitar which was so much easier!stiff fingers!but this time, i'm gonna master it!

had so much laughter ytd and many were blessed by the white rain outside church[ birds poo] thank God i was spared from it.lol

then a group of us head off to century sq for popeye! its been a long while since i went tampines though. its was alrdy quite late when we reach there and we are all starving! shaun was super high throughout.man i wonder where he got such energy from.me and chiuyee were alrdy super tired! finish our dinner ard ten plus and we all decided to go our separate ways.

saw a couple of ppl dressing up for halloween.so cool la.seems like the rain didnt dampen partygoers' mood afterall.was super shagged when i got home took a quite shower and knocked out.

& watch your mouth.and i've decided to stop niaoing ppl (: its like a epiphany or sth.oh well all the better! (:

i'm so bored!there's op trial tmr and here i am doing I&R.this is NOT a holiday at all man!

okok i shall head back to work.so much to be done!

its pouring.great way to celebrate not having PW tmr and sunday! :D

haven had such great weather for so long.its making me sleepy and i'm supposed to do my I&R.shall do it tmr morning before i head out to chewy's hse!

OP's making really stressed up.i cant do presentation for nuts! and memorising the script was a Sisyphean task.and everyone else in my group was like HOLA!I'M DONE WITH THE SCRIPT AND I CAN SAY IT OUT SO NICELY!

gosh.

pw today was terrifying.

group head to celine's place today and first time that greeted me was her scary dog.keep sniffing my legs and i'm damn afraid of agressive dogs.and it jumped on me!ONLY me!scared the shyt out of me can! but after a while,it just stop sniffing us.when we're living it barked so loudly i just ran out of the hse.literally.BARKING AGRESSIVE DOGS> HORROR MOVIES.

thanks a million to celine's mum for feeding all of us.ha.our group is really scary.whenever we go, the food will be swipe clean LOL

today was quite productive i guess(:

manage to complete loads of stuff though i'm still stuck doing my second vid.it's so tedious! and benz had a taste of what it feels like to make one.listening to the same part over and over and over again will definitely give you nightmare.

trial's in two days.JIAYOUJIAYOU!

walked home just now. the route that i used to run seem very serene today.families were out having their evening walks,kids were playing catching, some were running, a few others were walking their dogs. plus it was rather breezy (: felt so peaceful. and i've decided to stay away from anything that requires running,jumping etc so my stupid ankle can get ample rest.so, that should be after OP.3 wks is sufficient i guess?

meanwhile i'll think of other ways.perhaps going back to swim after 5yrs?LOL

sourcing for pictures required for video is such a chore! :C



hey you, cheer up (: